Yvonne Foong -
I wrote these when I could still hear, sing in the school choir, play the piano, the violin, and actively participate in conversations. I was 15 years old when I started blogging and 19 when I met Cordy. This blog contains the innocence that one inevitably lose with age. Like any child, I could not have been more youthful. I was diagnosed with NF2 in July 2002. Click the appropriate links to read the events following my diagnosis. - Yvonne Foong www.yvonnefoong.comFriday, September 28, 2001
Mummy's sick today, which means I'll have to cook my own lunch. Fried Rice! Yum! Yum! Mine's da best! I shifted out of my room, into the masterbed room and dump all my stuffs in the 2nd hall. Now, the other two rooms are rented. :-D A girl named Hanny has just shifted in. The other girl will be moving in two weeks later. They're students at the nearby colleges. Yippie! Means I'm having more company, rather than just Snoopy and a few other kitties. Kay, her parents are now downstairs. I wonder what are they discussing there. Oh but I couldn't care more. Rather blog up here than go down and be a busybody. It's a very cold day, that's why my mom fell asick. And she can't yell at me! Hurray!
Thursday, September 27, 2001
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID TEOH! The Computer Club gave him a birthday card done by ME. Made a last minute envolope to go with the card at Tremayne's class this mornin'.. and *presto*! It's darn ugly. I wonder what's up running in David's head when I handed him the card before saying that it's from the club. Was he.... "ok.. what's she up to this time?" or "heehee....yvonne giving me something" and after knowing it's from the club... "phew! lucky me" or "dissapointment?" Lotsa doubts ya noe. another mail in the skewl webmaster's inbox.. from an ex-student. What he wants? ALuMnI!! Gave it to him. John asked me why is my nick Little Fish. Why ah? Okay...whyyy!?! My nick used to be Little Stupid Pig long ago. XD
Tuesday, September 25, 2001
Here's a question. Do guys fall in and out of love so easily? Do they ever take love as a serious subject in life or is it just an obstacle that they're bound to overcome? In this age and society, girls are often seen clearly as more matured and stricker than guys when we deal with all kinds of matters, let alone the love desire. There's this guy in school who admitted admiring me for months long but I did not react to him. Now, he's fallen for a close friend of mine whom he talks through phone conversations all this while to know about my updating life. This is so silly and ridiculous. Are all guys the same? What on earth do they think we are? Oh anyway, maybe those fellas around me are still too young and naive to understand the meanings of LOVE.
Sunday, September 23, 2001
I've learnt a lot from a past encounter and made me grew up more. Months ago, I was turning to one corner, straining hard to believe that it was all his fault and wasn't mine after all which resorted to this conflict and mishap. He was putting all the blame on me while I thought I did nothing. Another friend lectured me about attitudes, characters and mental distructions one day. I accepted his point of view and today, I finally placed it into a concept for the conflict between this guy and me. I should not react to this matter but to respond wisely and think through the time that we spent together. I realized that I wasn't giving in much while he was after all. I was very selfish and rarely thought of his feelings and what he prefers. He gave in and did things for me a lot while I admitted ignorance and neglected him. I regret now but it's all too late. Things are always the sweetest when we lose it. Anyhow, I'm getting ahead in life and forgetting about him day by day but not by any chance, the big lesson that I've learnt.
Friday, September 21, 2001
Found an old e-mail yesterday from Benel/Dave. He was the chief webmaster then, welcoming me into the webteam. He's the head of the webbies. Then something strike me. If so, then why is it after all this while, whatever I do, I only tell it to Tremayne? Tremayne wez also a webbie then. And why izzit that Tremayne's da one tellin' me around? Did I just pick one of out the 6 and start floating his mailbox? Or wez it Benel's will? Why Tremayne? why not weij? why not Zhen Yang...or Dickson? This matter really aroused my curiousity.
Wargh! Dave arrived at skewl earlier than me today. :-| All he had to reply was a big smile and giggled. Heh! heh! WooOo... found a very OLD email in my drafts from the Immediate Chief Webmaster welcoming me into the webteam long time ago. AhHh...what a memorable artifact. DrRraTs... Alicia lectured me that I should get more personal with my parents and I'm keeping most time to myself. What da hecK... I know me and muh family best and I know what I'm doin'. Some things are meant to be kept personally and I prefer like that. But she's expecting me to be like her. BoY, I have my own life style!!! Ppl say I'm too strict and stern and sensitive...OH! But for all I care, I'm like that and nothing... I repeat..NOTHING can change me. 'N' what I like befriending the opposite sex is that they do not mind my character, or they don't really care. Not sensitive kind.
Thursday, September 20, 2001
Changed this layout. I feel that it's better looking now though it's not that 'girlish' anymore. Heh! Heh! Haiyo!!! Of all the places in the world, why la choose MMU to visit? Ah...but good oso can take a look at the future Cyberjaya. Or, is it there? Hah... first time outing with the computer club. The only club I've never been out before. Yeay! Yeay! I'm not that upset anymore. Back to skewl blues and things just get patched up. Uhhh... double faced. Childish or stern? Uhmmm... I always prefer being childishhh... HeheHe!~!~! But get pissed off easily. Maybe the computer club should have a jumble sale then I can dumb all my useless CDs there. Stiil trying to get rid of my FFVIII.
Wednesday, September 19, 2001
OooPs! Deleted the -Archives- link. Nvm...get it back later. Still new to blog language, have to make time. ^_^ Oh...WeeeEw~!~! Thanks K-Chan! Fer adding me to Ya Blog! I'm complaining to Nappy(Napoleon) about my rival, Leonard. That Nako Head~! A 20 years old guy(gay) finding fault with a 15year old girl(kid). WaRgHHhhHhHh!!! I said I'm sorry! *sob* *sob* okie....sniff..sniff. can't cry too much. Tomorrow got Gerak Gempur Science and Maths. Wish me Luck! :-D
Monday, September 17, 2001
Guess I'm gonna be down with a fever for days! It's not like I've never done this before but then this time its...its....urgh!!!!! I'm sick! I'm crazy! I'm insane! Did I just told someone something that I'm not supposed to tell? Argh!!!!!!!
Sunday, September 16, 2001
*sob**sob* Down with a flu. *sob**sob* AhhhhhCHUuuuu!!!*sob*
Had a very-very drop-dead boring weekend. Did some revisions and stucked myself in front of this whacko computer. No I didn't build it up myself. I'm not working for SIRIM. Wanted to CGI but read thru the d/l readme, found it complicating and dumped the whole file into my dustbin. Had some conversations with David about Alicia. Feels like I'm getting an exclusively free consultation. I mean it...FREE! If you go out there to those haunted creepy hospitals or stinky clinics to get a chat with the psychiatrist or a psycho analist, you'll realize that money is your worst deal, not the reason you went to them for. What the heck, Tremayne thought I distributed his uin like namecards. Who da hell he think he is? Lord Zeus? George Washington? Or a loanshark? I'm so +sick+ of people using my name around. Coming...Hey yvonne this! Yvonne that! I'm damn INNOCENT!!!!!
Friday, September 14, 2001
Bought a new modem, ARTNET External Data Fax Voice Modem blahblahblah...for RM200. Now I'm POKKAI! Brokeee...... The old one most probably got strucked by lightning. Couldn't catch a dail tone. :_( Wahhhh!!!!!!!*sob*
Wednesday, September 12, 2001
You won't believe this. I woke up and laid on my bed, running thoughts through my little brain. Then I wondered if a friend mine ever die. So I thought of Tremayne. Then me and my friends attend him funeral and we go take a look at his dead corpse in da coffin. And...while I thought, I cried!!! Oh, really if this fella ever die, it's a great lost to me. *sob* *sob*
-Morale of the story: Friends are the best companion-
Didn't go Petaling Street. JIE YOW!!! Ya noe, that fella slept till 12noon and didn't know he lost my phone number. Damn him! A way to take my revenge is to make him drive there, we're going next week instead.
Hurray! Lee Lee won Gold in her kata event! Goshin-Ryu Boleh!
Tuesday, September 11, 2001
Went Pyramid to sort my ff8 out. Stupid thing. Came back and was all tired. D/l the PSP evaluation again. Thought of getting a new pc. On second thought, better not. Don't want to loose any of my "treasures". Ya noe, my comp is my life. Tomorrow will be a better day. Goin' to Petaling Street with a friend to get something.
Monday, September 10, 2001
I went to pyramid just now with my bestfriend, Ee Von. A friend of mine since standard 1. Bought a new sandal. I wore it and threw the old pair on the spot. Cool ain't I? Hahahah! Bought FF8, watched Rush Hour 2, God that was damn nice. Oh, my funny bone tickled. Went archery and now my hand is aching or should I say, trembeling when I lift things up. The bow was darn heavy. Bought three dozens of arrow and shared with Ee Von. That's 18 of it, about 10 or more kena the dart while the rest fell on the ground. My Hand! My leg!
Saturday, September 08, 2001
I'm home alone again. Mummy and Daddy is out *dating*. Snoopy and the rest of my kitties are my company. Darn Felicia! I thought we could go watch the Seagames today. But she changed her mind and went shopping. Nvm...watch thru the tv live isn't that bad either.
Dedications to my dear friends Lim Lee Lee, James Ch'ng, Jin Keat and the rest of the team. Goshin-Ryu BOLEH!!!
Spent most of the day sitting in front of my computer, what was I doing? Designing the new layout! I just love it and you're ought to take a look. Expected, Rinoa Heartily as the ..urm..whateva u name it. But it doesn't really look complete. Still can't figure out what's wrong. Hmmmm....
Thursday, September 06, 2001
Downloaded riched32.dll and oledpro32.dll and I can use my programs oledie! including ICQ! I don't have to stuck with Icq Webbie anymore which is so lousy. The file that tremayne sent chiplak la. Oh but a big problem is that I converted the wrong contact lists. This was 2 years ago.
Had a very-very nice dream this morning. My dog accompanied me, sleeping in da room throughout my dream. And my mom thinks we're both plain lazy. Oh anyway, the dream is about something that happened(in da dream) in my house. They had these soft toys tied to helium filled balloons and floated in the air at my area. Then a few landed into my house compound and it turned out to be a big deal. Photographers and all came in and took pictures...yada...yada... Everything look as though this is gonna be published in the papers. And guess who's(person) part of the organising committee? Oh i won't tell ya. :-Þ
But then these people are quite dumb. They took a very long time to snap pictures. I was half awake then. In the dream I thought to myself, "is this all a dream?" and this (person) somehow manage to read my mind and told me that it's not. But then...OH...I woke up.
Wednesday, September 05, 2001
Facial Mimics/Expressions
Da veli moment our pic got snarpped...here's wart wez or might be runnin' up in our cooking hot mind under da burning Mr Sunny. Yvonne tawt oni lar...
[Computer Club photo]
Da Prez: Stupid idiot. bet I can snap quicker than he and his lunatic camera. I'll one day dominate his life.. stupid club...stupid school....stupid prefect...stupid alicia...stupid life...stupid me...stupid teacher...u *** grumble...grumble...grumble...
Da Sect: Tsk...Lost RM1,000,000. brankrupt... tsk... Gamble too much...Tsk... Lousy stock market. Worse than the wet market.... tsk... how arr... tsk... haih..no more money...kenot buy flowers..kenot buy tissue....kenot buy make-up...kenot buy mop...(worse kenot buy up the whole whacko computer club)
Da Treasurer: Aiya...take picture again ah? Er...Okla Okla. Faster ar...I got a whole lot of things to do. I dowan flash wan ah. Dowan make-up wan ah. Dowan wear tie wan ah,. (Aiyak...forgot to say dowan to sit near da prez)
Da Vice Prez: Yeay! Can take picture again! Yeay! Do I look good? Do I look good? Say Cheezzeee! Eh? Oi! Faster lar...*someone who just crawled thru a time machine and discovered the usage of a camera*
Da ME: What da ***! U think I boy-boy ah!?!?!?!?! Stand near Kenneth? Menara KL la! I so short...
Karate Pic haven't recieve yet. wait la....okie?
Tuesday, September 04, 2001
Hurray!!! Going to the Seagames afturds with my mummy!(rehersal...:-Þ) FREE tickets from my cousin brother who's a diver. Gotta get the tickets from my cousin sister who's in the choir before that. Trouble...
Oh boy! Recieved the computer club pics from Wei Jie. Thanks Weij! Everyone's so squeezy. As if they're afraid the viewfinder might be too small. Kekekeke!!! But that only applies to the prez; his vice, the sect and the treasurer. Oh btw, I'm the only girl in there. Not obvious cuz I had short hair, not to mention. THE SHORTEST! Ah, I'm the shortest in computer club, class, choir, karate, squash...EVERYTHING!!! Shortest among my cousins too. I shall put the blame entire on both of my parent for not letting me carry my mom's genes, instead my dad...:-(
Song: Currently Listening Tomorrow Never Dies(Cheryl Crow)
Mail.com is giving me troubles again. Attempts to login failed by showing up an entirely BLANK page. Playing Starcraft now. Can't use Gundam cuz whenever I choose Protoss, they gimme Terran. And things sux most when I lost my cheat sheet! Ya noe, whenever I want to throw any of my soft toys which I did again just now, even if it's as small as a Polly Pocket or as a big as a gigantic teddy for my 10th Christmas present...(Mom,"Oh, don't throw! I want to keep it for my grandchildren")
Gosh!!! I'm just 15 and she's already hoping for the next generation. Maybe I'll start my family in middle 20's? Who knows! Just let her wait till her neck grows long and look like a Giraffe. We don't have to trim our own trees then.
Monday, September 03, 2001
Tried explaining to Joel 'bout Tremayne's nonsense. But don't know if my explanation worked. Hope it did. The whole form didn't know they changed the exam timetable and it almost killed us. We did last minute revisions for KH instead of Geography. But anyway, it doesn't really make any difference. :-D
Saturday, September 01, 2001
DALnet server has finally updated my changes. But I felt that my index site is still in need of improvement in the sense of its layout, don't you think? I better make the best updates before my trials. Listening to "I never had a dream come true" by SClub7. What a boring day...
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