Yvonne Foong -

How does this new layout look? Cool eh? It's 3D fireworks. Yeserday, I went to Alicia's house until dinner time, came home, had dinner, bathed, watched TV then sleep until this afternoon when my mom and I went to Carrefour. And guess what, I saw Felicia's PARENTS!! Now that's what I call a surprise. *sigh* Life's a little too boring now. You know what, my cousin Ken Nee's gonna get awarded the PNN award, or whatever it is, on the Agong(king)'s birthday. You know, those where they used to honor big people. I'd say, "might as well give him a datukship" so I can go around telling people, "you know what I'm Datuk Yeoh's little cousin sister. Then they'll go, "what? who? so?" hehehehe that was just a joke. So you people who're crazy over him, go turn on the TV and get the recorder ready. CHEHhhhhhhhhhhh~!!! Trust me, being in love is fun, but not being in love is CARE FREE and I feel that now. Those moments in a day where you'd usually use to think of HM(whoever it is) now I use it to plan for events, my life next year and so. It's really fun and exciting especially when you know there is a whole new world awaiting you ahead. But first things first. I still need to "shine" the remains of my 4.3cm acoustic neuroma on my brainstem. Without doing so, it continues growing and NOWAY I'm going for another brain op. It's very sickening!

umm...Li Ann came today. We went makan at McDs and wanted to go visit Elena after that but on the way there I couldn't get her on the phone so we drove back to my house and had some chats there until when she had to go home for lunch and I went with my mom to my aunt's place. HeeHee...she bought us peaches from Australia. I had a fun time playing with my little newphew Jack, he's a brunette and he's cute!! Probably among my cousins I'm youngest so Jack is more close to me. Also discussed about me going over to England next year. Gawd I'm gonna stay with my auint in her 100 years old banglo?SPOOOOOOOKY n the univ. is just 10 minutes away but I still have to take the bus. GeEeE...I can't wait to go!!!!!!!!!!!

D-DAY Owen came this morning. With his football clothes. He went playing football with his friends at Summit after coming to my house. I bought him a Parker pen with his name engrraved on it, as remembrance. Very nice happy smile when he received it. His eyes seem to sparkle. They look identical to David's. They both have long eyelashes. Moreover, he's not wearing glasses anymore. He did laser surgery last February, on Valentine's Day.still remember one of the years he gave me a white rose on Valentine's. Wish it had not dried. seesh..gonna miss dat lad. Also told him that I'd be off to England end of next year so he better come see me everytime he comes home for holiday as promised. Saw that dissapointed look there, ah well, I've to grow up too. You'll be in Sabah so it makes no damn difference. And ur degree alone takes FOUR years. Then u wanna do ur masters for another 2 years!!!!!!!! Gawd by the time he finishes Uni he'd be......26? I'd be 23. Hehe who knows he might even get hooked up with some pretty Sabahan maiden n settle down there. *sigh* remembering those good old days when we first met, the bunch of us including swee and amy and felicia used to go shopping together. N Owen always come skating with me whenever I ask him to, even when he doesn't know how to skate at all. Now, nobody will come skating with me anymore, not even bowling, nor playing squash, or pool. *sigh* gonna miss him.....

So sad today. Owen got his uni oledie, UMS. Leaving on 30th May. Dunno why I feel a bit keberatan. Dun really want him to go. I don't have many male frinds, what more those who really concern about me. And I know Owen really concerns me, like a little sister, although he did not say so. When I was warded, he was 1st to visit me/ Even at home, he comes on and off to visit me. And just now, he had just said he'll visit me b4 he leaves. Maybe I should get him a gift to take along. What should I get? A cardigan? It'd be cold in Uni. A jacket? A wallet?(no he's got Leng Jie's) mmm...a cap? a LUGGAGE? hehe.... better ask Alicia for suggestion...

God when is the nausea gonna get the hell outta me. I've been vomiting everyday... To make matters worse, there's little discharge coming out from the wound on my head. The spinal surgery hurts more but this time I vomit while the last time I don't. seesh... Mummy said they shouldn't discharge me so soon. Heh heh I was in the ICU for two whole days. Cukup lor....I really dislike that oxygen tube which was later replaced by a mask. And the shringe on my hand that goes to my heart, And the CSE shringe on my back that runs through my spine, the pulse clip, and that bag of blood hanging next to me. Although it's my own blood, but it looks so disgusting. Ewh.... Oh dear, I really wish I do not get dizzy n never vomit anymore. So I can get out of the house.

STOP HURTING ME~~~!!!