Yvonne Foong -

This must be something of a surprise. If, that is, this letter gets to you. I remembered your address, of course, but then it suddenly struck me that maybe you had moved and I didn't know and anyway the post round here isn't exactly reliable. So perhaps I am only writing a letter to myself. Really now that I've started I can't think what it was I wanted to say. I think it was just the act of writing that was important, just to feel as if I was still in contact with things, although I guess a blank piece of paper in an envelope would have seemed a little strange. I've really no need to ask how things are with you. It all seems to have worked out pretty much as you planned. But still I hope you are both healthy and happy. From Three Letters by Nels Schifano

Tis' quite an interesting layout, isn't it? I'm currently NOT heartbroken nor miserable regardless of what the layout says. It's only the idea of how it turns out to be, interests me. I intended to use this for my diary..but...why waste such a pretty page on some diary that no one is permitted to read? ^_^

Mmmm...I wonder where's everyone. Not many of those I know well are online. What are they up to? Ok so let's see what I did today. Practically nothing. Just went to Carrefour and bought a new earplug. Some stuffs to make sushi tomorrow. Heh Heh and the cashier did not check my wasabi cuz it was sticked to the crab stick and is very small. More over it costs 40 cents and is so tiny. Who would notice? We didn't, too, until we left. You see, I've this dream last night. I was somewhere, maybe in my cousin's place, I forgot. Then I wanted to go home. She lives in Cheras, somewhere on a high hill so I've to go downhill. She led me. We were walking on tracks...like those at parks with planks? Yeah those. I always look nearby me, in front of me o make sure I don't get out of track, don't kick anything, don't trip over anything, etc etc. But when it came to a fork road, I did not know where to turn and didn't knew the shortcuts. Unlike my cousin sister who knew the tracks well. She knew which path to follow, which leads to where and the shortcuts. So I asked her, "Mei, how do you know the way so well?" "Because I look ahead when I walk. Then I can see a clear view of where the tracks lead and where shortcuts are..." something liddat... Very insightful, isn't it? But I still don't quite understand it. Does it really imply onto my daily life? And which sense? Hmmm.... Life's a Jest, really.

Die lar Die lar I forgot to bring home my towel. Hung it out of view and totally forgotten about it. Die lar Die lar....The nurses probably threw it away already. Good, received news from Alicia in Aussie. Mmmmm....someone like her to miss home even on a holiday. What a friend... *smiles* Good, Mr. Jo's clerk had just called. There's a change in my appintment. She brought it forward to the 19th instead of the 2nd day of Christmas. Bad news, I won't be able to solve everything within this year. *sigh* I hate it!!!!!!!!!!

OMG this story is SO FUNNY. OMG. Hey but look, I just filled in the names and adjectives randomly and this is what turned out so it's not really my fault. Don't come kill me okay.

FAIRY TALE

nce upon a time there has a young DOCTOR named TREMAYNE. He was TREE CLIMBING in the DIRTY forest when he met BORING KENRICK, a run-away THEFT from the WICKED Queen ALICIA.

TREMAYNE could see that BORING KENRICK was hungry so he reached into his DUSTBIN and give him his SMELLY SUSHI. BORING KENRICK was thankful for TREMAYNE's SUSHI, so he told TREMAYNE a very STUPID story about Queen ALICIA's daughter YVONNE. How her mother, the WICKED Queen ALICIA, kept her locked away in a TOWER protected by a gigantic FROG, because YVONNE was so DUMB.

TREMAYNE SHRUG. He vowed to BORING KENRICK the THEFT that he would save the DUMB YVONNE. He would EAT the FROG, and take YVONNE far away from her eveil mother, the WICKED Queen ALICIA, and KILL her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a LOUD BURP and BORING KENRICK the THEFTbegan to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic FROG from his story. WICKED Queen ALICIA WERE out from behind a TREE and struck TREMAYNE dead. In the far off TOWER you could hear a THUNDER STORM.

THE END.

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NOOOOOO!!!!!!!~! Kenrick you DO NOT kill Tremayne NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm home!! Damn another two patients passed away last night. One of them was a just operated patient who got out from Intensive Care just 4 hours. Poor fella.... u know when someone passes away, you're ought to know. Cuz those people from the mortuary actually throws the dead body into the container instead of handling the body with care. And when my mom's there taking care of me, she'd know the patients' family, death reason, diagnosis blablabla....knowing ladies... The nurses and attendants were very surprised to see me walking again. Recalling back when I couldn't even sit up, deary me. I tried looking for my therapist but she's no where to be found. *sigh* Last night wasn't a good one. Was waken up a few times by noises. And it was quite cold too. I had to fast pass 12 until the MRI. When I didn't need to do that when I was in Sentosa Hospital. Pelik... and maybe cuz I've gone fairer...it's harder to locate the veins on my hand so the nurse inserted the needle in a way that it's quite close to the surface. And when a trainee nurse removed the needle today, she accidentally pulled it from bottom up, over the skin instead of sliding it properly. OUCH!! There were blood all over my face and it was running fast from the wound. Now I've another little scar on my hand, beside the hole from my last needle. Ok, I always thought the MRI is also located in the same Neurosurgical building along with the X-Ray and operation theatre. But nope, the nurse wheeled me through a long path behind the building, from one lift to another, up and down hill until we reach the main building. And the place is not bad! In fact, it looks better than a private hospital. GH has 2 MRI machines and I used the MRI1. When you first enter that place, you'll pass through the CT scan and then only the MRI. They've this aquarium filled with 10 gold fishies inside it. In the room for the machine, the lights were the dim type, more like decorative ones and it looks professional and also clinical at the same time. I did 3 rounds and one round with a lot of gadgets placed on my back and covering my head to keep me in place. I was kind of "locked" then. They also gave me a shot of something to highlight my body in the scan. We aren't supposed to move around to make sure the scan is accurate. But it got colder and colder and I had to sneeze. I hope that didn't affect the scan... when I came out from that room and sat on the sofa next to the aquarium, I was actually shivering in cold and the nurse who's supposed to come fetch me, was late. So I had to wait a little while. Oh well....last time, I got so used to staying in the hospital that I doubt coming home. While now's a total different thing. It's so hard to rehabilate to the hospital's surrounding I wish I don't have to go back again. But I know I'll have to do at least 1 radiosurgery in the future. And more to come after that....gosh...

Elena's mommy cooks yummilicious Curry Laksa!! Yum!! And it doesn't taste hot at all. She had a lot of stuffs in it too!! Yum!! They're really good cooks. CooL yeah there were me, Kenrick, Alicia and Phoebe there too. Gosh Phoebe changed a lot. She's a whole new person to me. And bonk she and Hazel for spreading stupid rumours about me and MY COACH!!! Idiot... Haw dear I regret telling Phoebe something that I shouldn't. Hopes Elena won't tell Alicia or I'm as good as dead....no.....!! But then Alicia always confess stuffs that she've done wrong to me, so maybe I should....but what the heck, Alicia left at 3pm to catch her flight to Aussie and will be there for two weeks. And I left at 4 to pack for a day's clothes to the hospital. heck...different people, different life, different destiny.....

Darn I should've went for a cheaper frame and cheaper player. I forgot about the burner. Tsk but I still got money left, just wanna keep it. Tomorrow gonna flood Elena's house to eat Malacca Laksa, special recipe. Kenrick and Alicia will also be there. Phoebe too!! yeay! Haven't been seing Phoebe for a long long time I forgotten how she looks already. I'll probably go, "This Nappy ar so stuck up he didn't answer me on the streets..." oh well he was on the phone actually. Went to Parade again and ate this Kenny Rogers Roasters. yum!! Kenneth do u mean Swee?

It's getting scarier to frequent the NNFF UB. I want to help and calm souls. But it gets right into me reading about other menifests and worse symthoms. We went to Sunway and got my mom's car radio replaced with a new one. Then we went to Subang Parade and got myself a new Diskman, specially for use in the hospital. I'll be ammitting on Monday, probably in the afternoon and have the MRI on Tuesday morning. If they don't keep me for result, then I can come home. I'm beginning to dislike that place. Ew! But the earphone isn't good so I'll go get a new one as warranted. I was confused between LD and ADD earlier. When I said about LD on me, I meant ADD. Something to do with Distraction of Attention. And that happens so often The last one happened a few seconds ago. I forgot another topic of this post. I shall not list my ADDs, sounds more like a coverline or an excuse and I don't like it when people take it that way. Here goes a very nice page I got from The National Neurofibromatosis Foundation.

We received this first prize by Kawamichi, an electrical shop like Pensonic. It's a 21" TV and microwave that worth RM3k+. Also a voucher of RM100 to be spent on their products. So means when I buy their item, I'll get RM100 off plus a free TV and microwave. But everything sold there were 2k and above. I saw this AV system(VCD player, Amplifier+DVD+MP3 function, surround sound speakers, mic., free rack) costing RM2500k. *gasp* Mummy wanted to buy it for me but then I thought, it's not like I need it that much and there are other stuffs that's worth better spending on. I feel bad making unneccassy purchase.

Got my new pair of glasses. This one costs me RM290 after discount and it's with rim, unlike my other one. Only now that I noticed that the rim is blue in color and the two sticks are green. It's lighter than my rimless one, this lense in much thinner. I'll use this for home and school use and the other for outdoors. And I got this from another shop near where I live. The optician was surprised by my degree, positive(+) instead of negative(-) like others and tried hard to correct my vision more but he couldn't. And can only do a bit of change. I also told him there is a meningioma compressing one cord, or was it an optic glioma?? hmm...he used a magnifying glass on one thingie and used a torch light to see through my right eye. The tumor can be seen through my eye with one cord compressed you see. That's also how the neurologist decided to have a scan of my brain before diagnosing. *sigh*

Elena and Alicia came visiting today. We had lunch at Tuna Twist nearby. I had speghetti, Alicia ate Lamb chop while Elena drank only a can of coke. It was my treat. I also spent them Bubble Tea. It's nice when they come over. Cause I have little entertainment and when they come, it amuzes. But I'm not saying they're clowns. There's this road to the east of my house towards the shops nearby which I frequent. When my mobility began to weaken slowly, I still walk around but I found that I can hardly control my legs and they sometimes won't listen to me. I can't seem to take bigger steps and it feels as though my body is travelling faster than my legs. At that time I thought that this is the end of my legs!!! At later stages, I couldn't even lift my legs up high and running was totally impossible. It wasn't pain, just tiring.But now when I walk through the same road with Elena, everything is so different. I can walk properly and how fast I want to. I'm so touched and thankful I did not loose them. Just the nerves that are left hurting me but I know those will cure too one day. Just a slower process. Now I'm praying hard that the tumors in my brain will somehow disappear by hook or by crook and my 8th cranial nerve can be preserved and healed. I really miss those days with good hearing and perfect balance. I'm not hoping to join Ballet and skating again. I just want to walk normal, hear normal and be normal. I don't want to be dependant on anyone. But then Elena is a very good walking stick. She knows the right way to hold and support me and what makes me comfortable. Like she knows I like to curl her arm and she allows me. Then when going up and down steps she holds me by my hand and same goes while crossing the road. When there's a vehicle coming, she'd tug my hand instead of yelling, "car! car! car!" which makes the matter worse. She also knows the right pace for my speed and comforms to my needs.

It's been raining a lot these past few days. And today, it went on and off, driving me nuts. We went to Carrefour and bought some junks home. Then I made sushi and california roll to be eaten. And nobody ate them but me, cuz they all didn't like it. My skills are getting better. The rice is getting into shape easier and I no longer drop the rice everywhere. *practice makes perfect* But I didn't put much today. Just mayonaise, octopus, shark fin, something, crab meat and cucumber. Yum!!! I also bought a new hp cover at carrefour. It only costs me $8!! While I bought one for $15 yesterday! And today's design is much better. And they have a lot more to choose from. Since the back cover of yesterday's was yucky so I swap using it with today's back cover. So now I'm putting on yesterday's front and today's back. A very perfect match. Fenix, it says, MALAYSIA NATIONS WORLDWIDE.

Yesterday Hoe I'm tired! Elena was with me from 11am until 7pm. Other than talking and discussing issues, we also walked to Mc Donalds!!! Isn't it a great thing? My God I did it. I walked there!! But it was a chore to go down the steps downhill though cuz nerves on my right leg are still messy and the AN causes my problems with balance. So, safety first!! I tried the "Ayam Percik Rice" there and it's YUCKS!! Not worth my 6 bucks. NOT!!! So when Alicia and Elena comes over tomorrow, we'll have food at Tuna Twist instead. Speghetti would be yummy. And not to forget, our favourite bubble tea. On the way there, we walked pass Napoleon while he was trying hard to concerntrate on his handphone while walking to the opposite direction but I couldn't get his attention as it was too noisy. I also bought a new hp cover. I lost my glasses a few days ago and think my vision is getting a little better. I can read without glasses. I really wish that one day I can obtain my best hearing again and also the ability to walk without feeling pain. I really miss 'em all. Today Elena came!! But Alicia did not. Her mom was not quite well so she couldn't come. However, Elena and I went to McD again and had our lunch there. We also went over to the eyewear shop to prescribe new specs. This time, I got a one with frames to be worn at home and the frameless to be worn outdoors, because it's too fragile. Alicia said she would come in these few days. Kenneth and Fenix, like I said before. If I really have the good health and stamina, I would go. No kidding! I've been camping and jungle trekking since 10 yrs old and I liked it. And I do it at least once a year. But now....haih!! Now to think of it, NS isn't quite a bad thing. But they shouldn't make it compulsory. Or maybe give the girls an option. 6 months isn't long. But if they make it occasional instead, it would be better.

The server that synthetic-time is hosted at, was corrupted by overwhelming amount of CGI scripts. Now it's back to normal but...I thought I had scrollbar colors? hmmm..very weird. Kenneth, well here National Service are for both gender. However the case is still under study and many protested against the idea. Some want it optional for girls while some likes the idea and said should have it for a whole year!!

U kidding me? Looks like we're moving back in time. *picks up and dails the phone* "Hello? Mr. Jo? Let's pospone my brain surgery to 2004." Oh well, they did say there's exception for those proved unfit by Medical Panel. Neuro-fibro-matosis. If I didn't get that, I might go for it. After all it's just a training and it might be fun but total hardship. hmmph... now I'm imagining an Eunuch coming to my door with a waran to draft me for war.

Time has changed me a little. Nowadays, I avoid passing remarks like, "go to hell lah!" "go die lah!" yada...yada..., which I used to do. And I don't spot other's mistake unless they want me to. I was reading a book, "More Tell Me Why", some about fatal sickness. I'm frightened and I kept the book aside. I'm not afraid of death, but I just don't like the idea of it. Why? I don't know. I'm treasuring life more than I used to...and sometimes, surfing the NNFF BB scares me to death.

I'm suffering here. Why? Okay I'll tell you why. I'm here sitting before my computer, in the hall upstairs and this male tenant of mine had just started playing a chinese song and he's singing to it! He sounded as though he's about to crack his voice, but he's 19. I've the scariest dream last night. I was walking round my primary school and saw Bing Chien. He told me that Yuki's VERY MAD at me. Then the scene transformed into the "tapak perhimpunan" and there, Yuki came walking beside me. But no matter how hard to spoke to him, he did not answer me!!! OMG, this must be a dream passed on to me as a message telling me that Yuki's annoyed and I should apologize. You people won't know how guilty I am now...

Yesterday was FUN!! Never felt such enjoyment for a long long time. It was Alicia's birthday party. She had barbecue! Mom warned me NOT to take so much because of my health but I couldn't hold back seing all the yummilicious food before me, I ate like a horse!! And now my throat hurts, I think it's burnt or something, I better not sing for the moment. Everyone asked me how I am and I just say, "ok!" it's tiring to explain over and over again. I bought Alicia this beautiful strechable bracelet and also passed on an old book of mine. But it's in brand new condition because I've never touch it and now I've out-smart the book. It's Internet for Dummies!!! It's very surprising to see Han Yee turning up. They've been rivalling for months over RM20. Aaron came but he was quite lonely so he hooked up with the TV, it's a football match between MU and MC, I think. While Kenrick was with the girls playing truth or dare. My parents picked me up at 9PM!!! so there was a huge commotion in the car and they decided to send me back to Alicia's. There, we played with poker cards and ate Elena's soya bean jelly. Delicious!! Elena and I had a slept over at Alicia's house last night and it was great!! We cleared up and went upstairs to play, chit chat and when it was about 3am, my tummy growled so we went downstairs and ate some stuffs. We went to bed at 5am. The three of us all crammed on a queen size bed. Oh, I can't say it's cram cuz we slept horizontally so it's more spacious. But we had our feets dangling though. It's was very cold last night, I was trembeling so I called over to Elena to lower the aircond. Alicia was moaning all night and God knows what's running wild up there in her mind. We woke up about 9am but didn't get up from bed until 11am. Then Elena and I played poker while Alicia continued her dream. We later went for lunch at Ryu Men Tei and now I'm home again.

Yahoooo!! Mummy took me to Carrefour yesterday! Ok it's possible to walk for long with sandals because its softer than ground so my nerves do not hurt as much to be stood on. And you know, we were stumbling up and down the music corner but couldn't find it so I headed to the promoter-in-charge and told him what I wanted. Coincidently, it was on his hand!! He was despatching the load. So, I bought Lee Hom's Music Evolution and I love it!! It's a great thing they put his best songs in every of his albums into a compilation of 2 CDs. Included are songs from his first ever made album when he was studying at Williams College in the year 1995. I really like it. Especially the songs like some from the album, "The One and Only", his two new songs- W-H-Y, duet with Lara Fabian- "Light of my life", Spiderman OST, China Strike Force OST, and best of all, THE DESCENDANT OF THE DRAGON!!, my favourite. There are 26 songs in total for a sum of RM44. The exact market price is RM47.50 There are things that I see in Lee Hom but not other singers. Lee Hom's really talented. He plays a total of 5 instruments and obtained Masters in classical Violin and Piano. He can sing the right tune without the help of a piano!! He IS indeed from a family of musicians, born in Rochester, NY. He sings all types of songs too. Like Rap Hip Hops, Jazz, rock, classical etc etc. He has a personality of his own. The music that he writes are original and not adopted from any other and they varies, not just one type. Unlike Jay Chou whose songs sound all alike and you can barely listen to what Jay sings. I don't quite fancy groups like F4 and Wewe because they're not good in singing and their style sux. They're popular because of looks? Yucks!! Those young singers catches up with the western trends that don't fit them at all. Especially hairstyles and some music video styles. Lee Hom dresses up his ways and does not adopt from the western. But ofcourse, there are SOME words that you can't recognise cuz he sings them with a slang. You know, Lee Hom's an American Born Chinese!! and was brought up in the US. So you can't quite deny his nature tone in speech. On top of that, he has a good look. ^__^ It's so bad, because of my health, I did not make it to his recent concert at Bukit Jalil and the photography session few weeks ago. Warghhhh!!!

Yesterday was one of the happiest days I ever had in a long time. I switched on the Hi-Fi playing SpiceGirls songs(ew!) and danced to it. And all I felt was liveliness- so happy- delightful- carefree!! They say "To love is the passion of life" but it hurts to love, then why still love? Finally got over so many things that have been laid heavily on my back. Now I finally got off the hook and down back to earth. *smells fresh air* Kenneth! where have you been?!? I thought you were DEAD! No, not yet but it'll be soon I hope. I'm praying it's therapy so that my acoustic nerve can be preserved. The tumor grew on the 8th cranial nerve and in a location where a lot of nerves source from. So by surgery, high risk the doctors might cause more damage.

Holy Cow! I'm pissed. This is getting over the extend of Yui's brain capacity for enduring those people ungrateful for her hardwork. Poor Yui!! I feel like setting those people up in flames and De Ja Vu!! They make silly usage of their mouth. Complains, complains and MORE complains!!! They don't know how difficult it is to keep a site 'frequently' updated They do nothing more than just complaining! This world ain't easy. You don't just get anything out of peanuts. And don't hope to see a beautiful website appearing before you while crossing your legs. Actually....I can't think of much words of express my grief. But anyhow, don't visit the school forum. It stinks!!

Happy Deepavali! To those non-Malaysians who surfs my blog, Deepavali is the Festival of Lights celebrated broadly by hindus all over the world. Dad went to some parties but I didn't go, since I can't ambulate for long. For the curious, I'm already walking without support for a few weeks but the nerves at yet to heal so the sole hurts a lot to stand. I wish it would cure faster. It has been worse ever since I got home. The more I walk the tighter it grow. Oh yes, we had steamboat and Teppanyaki for dinner. That electrically-runned thingie have not been used for a long time so we took it out for some 'seasoning'. Ofcourse, vegetarian good again. But that doesn't mean we only intake greens. There are a lot of artificial pork, chicken, mutton etc. Ah yum it tastes good. FoooOD....

Finally manage to crack PSP7.02. Heeheee Doey the naughty girl. There was a little confusion running between ver.7 and ver.t.02 and ver7.04. I downloaded three vers. of PSPs/Animation and their cracks. I just have to get my hands on CG for good. It's kind of late but the "flowers" in my class wants me to design our senior page. The thorn have been telling me about it. I was pretty peeved though. "who do you think you are to make decisions for me?!? you ppl didn't even ask me first!" and sides, the flowers in class are...VERY HARD TO PLEASE. But if I don't offer to help they'd probably stick pictures onto papers and send it for publishing. *faint* Kenneth came up to me beginning of this year... Ken. Khaw: Yvonne! Want to join the Ed. Board? Yvonne: What you want me to do? Ken. Khaw: Graphics! Yvonne: (quickly brushing things off) Oh! Erm I'm VERY busy! Have to go now! bye bye! He thought those beautiful graphics are done by me. Well, he's wrong. But I really think I should learn. Must become an all rounder. Now I've to search the web for tutorials. And nice brushes. Oh yeah Pn. Loo said I can take up less than 9 subjects. Maybe drop 2 subjects and take up art. yeay~! yeay~! ha!ha!ha! See...now that I've the tagboard up, they like it better and the comment links are holy empty....AND I set up a redirection just incase if you think synthetic-time is too long to type. Just go toDoey.Pitas.Com and you'll be automatically redirected in a few seconds.

*phew* they left...but I don't feel like having them leave. They, (Swee,Owen,Amy & Feli) said to be coming at 8:30pm. But only arrived pass ten. I played Tetris while waiting for them. And when they arrive I felt like ignoring. Kind of pissed already. Hmmm people do change. See how thin Yewin has grown. And his army like hair. Haha and he got his little-friend-named-Bobby joke. It's at least better than David's cake and pie. hehe! um.. And when I told him about my supernatural side, he sort of got afraid of walking home. Haha! An 18 years old afraid of the dark. But it's understandable in some terms lah. Felicia got so engrossed with cellphones, she couldn't stop fingering them. And Amy's a good companion... ah I'm all stiff and tired now...

What a day. It may not be even a day for others, but it is to me. Someone who is home bounded for the last 4 months will definitely find a short day, a long one. I woke up rather early in the morning and got dressed for school. Nothing astonishing. I'm sick so I just put on a school t-shirt and shorts. Elena accompanied me all along. How nice of her. First, came Pn. Salimah and Pn. Khoo, shook hands and had a little chat. Gosh, was Pn. Salimah sorry for not visiting me. She filled me with so many explanations... I smiled as wide as possible, to hint her, "hey! cool it. it's alright" Then came Alicia with her food. While telling me about Yuki going, "ahh!" the latter came sat with us. Boy was she shocked. Next came Weng Yee apologizing for not bringing the photo she owed me. Then Pn. Cheam and Pn. Zabibi who also got my oral tested. Then was Pn. Loo...Then Mariam and Kok Kin (gosh his new hairstyle) then Kelly then Florence then the year book then I forgot... The year book is...the layouts! *gosh* before I can flip open the book, Alicia snatched it and went around getting autographs... since my sole hurts to stand, I didn't get signatures myself. She got me Wei Jie's who said, "Get well soon", Joel's said, "Best Wishes & keep up your love with music" and Melvin who said, "Good Luck in your SPM next year". My goodness, that girl seemed to be more excited than I was. Wah Joel's message, did he meant when I love something or someone, it has to have music included(with)? They also misspelled my name. Instead of Ming, it's Ning. I saw the name first and thought, "wah, what a weird name, funny one" "sounds familiar..." (look again) "oH! It's me! and the best part is that they decorated my background with a picture of a cemetary over a round scary moon and freaking tree. Did I write about ghost? And where did I adobt the title, "something ELSE to ponder?" cuz David wrote a life article, "something to ponder" and while mine is totally the opposite so now you know why. After being fetched by my mom, she drove to a temple nearby to make some donations, and that was a hell traffic. Then she dropped over to get her aircond fixed, another hell traffic. Took a hell trafficed road to get home too. So when we were finally back on common ground, it's past 3 already. When I was almost retiring to bed, my handphone rang. It was Elena and Alicia who was coming over and they were just 5 minutes away!!! So they came and we chatted and played until they both went home at eight. What a day.... It's fun to defeat people on Tetri.net but when it comes to Lisa, it's....RUN!! She kills me!! Oh speaking of my article...I guess the freaking part of my life have just started. A few days after my surgery, I heard voices singing, like "aaaa...aaaa....aaaa" in a few different tones. That was in the middle of the night. So I sang to that tune on the next day and my mom figured I heard the afterlifes. Thinking maybe my 'luck' was down since I'm sick, I did not bother much. Then after I was discharged, I began to hear them quite often but these times, the pitch is lower. It comes when I'm alone. I'm definite it's not some sound projected somewhere. It's just different. So my mom told me, that HER mom said, when a person can hear it at the age of 16, he/she will hear it for the rest of her/his life and vice versa. I hear more too but better not say. But one thing for sure, I'm NOT SCARED OF ANYTHING AND I HAVE A STRONG WILL! LOOK HOW FAR I'VE COME. I know they're near me cuz the voices are very soft and hard to concentrate on. It's always the opposite. But I'm not afraid..even if I'm alone!! (Doey trying to assure herself) Now, I really hope the remove or shrink my tumor completely. It sucks to be partially deaf. (no not deaf, just confused by tinnitus and so many sounds) Yuki had to shout, I felt so bad. Humiliated...-sigh- Oh Li Ann was there too! She wanted to give me a lift home but things went wrong so the plan was dismissed. She came to promote her college assignment in hotel tourism and management. It's a set lunch that costs RM19. Kinda cheap. I would love to go but u know what's holding me back.....and she will never take it that I'VE GROWN! She pinches my cheek at every chance. and tickles my nose... hehe... but I kinda enjoy being kiddie sometimes. But when people think I'm naive and knows nothing, I just finish them with a knuckle sandwich. Muahahahaha!!! DEAD!! (click click Hie! Tetris!)