Yvonne Foong -

I take back what I said on Kenrick, was out of my mind.

Don't say I'm mean but I have a certain dislike for Ken. It happens when I don't see him after some time. Thinking of him makes me puke, really. In school, it's really nice to be around him or have him around me. It's nice to have his company. But at times, he'd make silly remarks that causes me to feel sick and embarassed. Like whenever he asks me about my brain op, instead of saying "operation" he'd show that handsign of chopping my brain into half. He thinks its funny but NO it's very very sickening, I'm beginning to hate him for that. The way he acts, behaves, talks ewww!! Like whenever you tell him something, he just have to add in to what u have to say. Even on the internet, it's SiCK!! He never gets what you mean.... argh!! David's right. I've changed. I'm already a different person and I can never be a better President. I will not be able to handle the dinner night all alone. There are many things that I cannot do anymore and I have to adapt to the change. Some changes are made and I have yet to adapt to it. I'm just not used to being someone unhealthy... (why is it that David is ALWAYS right)...ish...

Food-Eating Battle Monkeys! - tremayne vs Fenix

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Food-Eating Battle Monkeys! - doey vs Fenix

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There's an error in this layout and since it's only ONE, I won't bother to correct it. Keisha wrote a brief article on Neurofibromatosis along with a petition and fowarded it to me and her friends. At first, I was taken back from forwarding it to my friends, but then I thought, "why not?" Really tired now. Travelling up and down visiting my father in UH. Yesterday was worse. We were stuck in a traffic jam for almost an hour and I almost died of spinal pain. gosh... when will my pain end?!? I really can't wait for my brain op. Wanna get over it fast...

Look! Look! I've got a new layout and it features Ukiya and Rurippe. Aren't they cute? Haven't been getting up any new layouts these days. Not in the mood to be creative. I just wanna get over my surgery as soon as possible, with the best results ofcourse. Also deleted some posts that contain rantings of somebody. I merely forgot about the efficiency of Search Engines these days. It's school's Sports Day at the padang MPSJ tomorrow but I can't give a damn. Wish I could go... but there won't be anything that interests me. I'm very sorry to here that the English Drama went bad. My friends lost in the competition. Heard that Elena made a lot of publiity of herself. Nah, not interested. Only if Wang Lee Hom comes to promote his album again. heh heh...

Oops! Didn't blog again. Well you see, I was admited to the hospital on Thursday and did a CT scan. My acoustic neuroma is at 4.3cm. The doctors and nurses were happy to see me but there are many of them that changed duty places, to another ward. The doctor told that my surgery is to be done on the 1st April (April's fool day) and also said I can go home. But, the next day, the nurse called me at home and said that my surgery is on the 8th! Drats! have to wait another week longer. Fenix, hey buddy. haven't heard from you for long. wassup? About adopting a cat, it'd be nice. But are you sure your dog is fine with it? Generally, I'd recommend you to get a kitten that is well breeded. BUT, personally, I'd say, adopt one from the SPCA! Because if no one takes them home after some time, they'll go to heaven. You just have to give the SPCA a little donation fee and you're walking home with a new kittie! Really, you should visit that place. Although I've not been there before, my friends went on a trip from school last year and it was a good experience. You'll enjoy yourself when you see the animals there. It's like going to the zoo. Their animals are all free of diseases (because they're medicated) and you might wanna spam your cat. I dunno if they do it there, but spamming will stop a male cat from "spraying" his urine everywhere and a female cat from breeding. For a cat, after giving birth a few times, they get old and tired and they'll say "bye-bye" to you. BUT spamming might cause the cat to sleep 24/7. For me, I'll say SPAM IT! At home, you make sure you have plenty of places for it to roam so that it doesn't go hopping around your things. If you want to bathe your cat, then do it. People say cat don't bathe is ridiculous. It's just that they're not used to it when you never did bathe them after all. Get that anti-flee shampoo for it unless you wanna see it scratching all day. Do you have a garden? Cuz if your cat has no other place to poo, then get a kitty litter and train it to poo in it. Get Friskies cat food, or the tin food and mix with rice, or just buy fish. Then erm, remember to give it a nice little collar to show it's your in case it gets "adopted" by strangers. What else? hmm.... ah! you know the usual grooming stuff. I don't reckon cats with super long fur cuz they're very mafan to clean. Nice to look but...you know. Try cutting the nails so it won't go scratchiong ur stuffs. And... actually there's a lot more. Like, once u bring it home, let it roam around to get used to its new home and lotsa more. Oh yeah, cats are REAAALLY jealousy type and they can cheat you! So becareful! heh heh heh...naughty naughty

Any fish lovers reading my blog? My cousin has about 10-20 adult Flower Horns and one female is pregnant. The female had previously given birth and now she has another big aquarium with over 600 baby Flower Horns. Anyone wishing to buy?

Again, I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere. Not that I like this but it just happens. I know that I'm being pretty demanding these days. Not I'm demanding, more like I SOUND demanding. Because when I see my bestfriends I act like a little girl. I treat them like my sisters. But maybe they do not treat me as a friend at all. I know it's difficult to bear with my attitude sometimes but giving me the cold shoulder as a result is the most inhumane treatment from a friend. If I'm in their place, I'd op to correct my friend's mistake so she will not continue to dwell in this abese. If I do not do that, she will never realise and after a long run, it'd be difficult for her to get to the root again. As a friend, I wouldn't let my friends who have problems to end up in misery.But how could my friends do such a thing to me? If I wouldn't have been sporting enough to ask for the matter, I will never know *sigh* Anyway, when I say I "sound" demanding because I only make myself like a baby "manja" kinda stuffs. But whenever they say, "no" I'd just walk off. But the real meaning of "demanding" means that when a person do not get what she wants, she walks off being angry. I did not!!!! *sigh* People are just not familiar with what neurofibromatosis is. A friend said that it has been so long after my operation and I should be able to help myself. Yes, but they only see the 'fake doey' walking around gracefully. But who actually saw me from the inside? No one! No one understands that my operation was not all that successful. Because the doctor actually damaged some nerves when removing the tumors. This made me stand on 1 1/2 feet and not 2. And the pain is still there on my sole. I've only recovered less than 50% from my nerval damages. I always try to hide the pain because I don't want sympathy and I wanted to be tough so I will fight thru this battle. But no, doing so, I loose understanding. drats! I've lost hearing on one ear that makes my balance poor. And I have to bear with the pain at the same time. It's really difficult. I sometimes tend to fall on one side while walking. That's why I'm always on the sides so I won't fall straight to the ground. Not only that, the pain on my spine is there 24 hours a day. But who would know? I always complain being tired. But the real thing is that I'm feeling pain. But I tell myself that these things will not stop me from pulling thru. But who understands? And I get headaches often too. especially when I'm being rushed. But who would know? No one will. Everyone expects me to be like any mundane being but I can't!!! I get tired so often but no one knows. I really dislike it when my legs begin to vibrate when I stand, but no one notices because no one looks down on the ground. Why is this so? Like I mentioned earlier, my nerves are damaged. Therefore, messages that are sent from my spine to the nerves do not get thru and thus it vibrates. I'd really really wish to be like any mundane being, but it's very difficult for me. No one understands. I know that I sound demanding sometimes but you have to see what I'm going through. A friend even expected me to walk from Sunway College to Sunway Pyramid. To them, it is near. I don't deny that because I've walked so far too. But I cannot do that any longer. Because of all the physical pain that I face daily. My legs, my spine, my head. gosh... bah humbug. You'll never understand it unless you've gone through what I have. This reminds me about that torturing days when I first learned how to sit and stand with difficulty and pain. Because I've come so far, I'll pull through no matter what.

Haven't been writting..because I'm more occupied with other things like the dinner that Computer Club intends to hold, either this year or next. Because the Computer Club meeting ended pretty late yesterday, I decided to go for choir in the hall and it is the first time I'm attending in this year. Actually, what happened was that I wanted to get the handphone from Elena so I went through the canteen and I saw Pn. Margaret. We had a nice chat for a little while and she asked me if I'm going for choir So ironically, I have to say "yes". Surprise, Joel was there too but that lad wouldn't tell me what's he gonna do for studies and all he told me is that he's trying to find a job. Garh...!! We learnt some songs and discussed for 'Me and my girl''s production committee. *sigh* and that was yesterday.

Hie!! I'm now at xfrexh headquarters at the Asia Broadcast Centre. Came here with Elena the crew! I'm a visitor so...hehehe.... mmm....Lemme just talk about yesterday. me, Elena and Rajan went to see Pn. Kasma at her office aftre recess and gosh! She has gone hi-tech! Her room is larger than my bedroom and she has her own aircond! Unlike the rest who uses a central aircond. And when u want to see her, you need to make an appointment!!!!!!!! gosh... and we got to know that we're actually allowed to use the computer lab for our club! The aircond and electricity is all ready and we just need computers. but ofcourse when we really take over tyhat place, we'll have to chip in a lot like a sofa set, a meeting table, manager chairs, cupboard etc etc! I can't wait!!! Here in the xfresh room, it looks very cozzy so maybe we could make it be like this. hahahaah!! mmm...later Elena dn I will be at Sunway College for IT fair. so gtg.!!

Today, school had canteen day from 9am to 3pm. Elena was SO KIND to stay back for me even though she was very tired. Thanks Elena!! I promised her to be there by 9am but I had only woke up at that time. Instead I reached at pass 10am and found Elena waiting for me at the gate. Elena sure knows what to do with me without much asking. First, she assumed I was hungry so she brought me to the food stall where I ate pizza when Elena asked if I wanted a can of coke. At first, I didn't want to but she told me it was for FREE. But it turned out that she treated me and made me sound like a kid wanting free stuffs. Then we went around school looking at what were there. First, we met Hanizah and her balloon bursting AT THE COMPUTER LAB!!!!!!!! *plz don't make us clean it, plzzzzzzzz!" Then we saw some ppl playing at the "water dunken" thingie. We stood there for a while and watched and we saw KENNETH KHAW playing it. It's very funny when nobody can hit the thing with the ball so his friend Qing Lin practically hit it with his hand and Kenneth fell!! Haha! Talked to him for awhile, asked him for his spm results and moved on. My, he was frank. We also saw a lot of other ex-form 5s like Wei Jie and my karate sir. hahaha! Also, there was Melvin and Chi Ai and Elizabeth and Anas and etc etc...hah the list goes on... After a while of hanging about, we decided to go home but there were extra tickets so we went and maxed it out at the canteen. On the way, we saw Owen, Swee and Ann! And that Owen was so sombong he didn't layan me. *heh* After I got home, I realised that I was actually, "wanted" because Alicia called me on the phone scolding me for not telling her we were leaving which was what exactly Elena did. Gosh we must report to her!?! Then, Li Ann called because she thought I was in school and wanted me not to go home and also Cheryl. haha...shouldn't have gone home! It was a great day....NICE