Yvonne Foong -

"I'm here! I'm here! I'm here!" - while pointing at the heart I was watching TV this evening and there was this guy who lost his eyesight due to an incurable disease. His friend felt very sympathetic for him and cried. So he said to his friend, "It's okay. I may be blind but my heart is not". It is very true indeed. There are people out there who have 20/20 vision but can only see what is obvious and only accept physical beauty. The guy was able to sense that his friend was crying in silence through his friend's irregular breathing. I really can't wait to complete my secondary school and further my studies in a foreign land where people like me are more acceptable in society. I'm very tired of the cruel stares and comments. My cousin said that wheelchairs are a common sight in England. Although I need no wheelchair, but the wound in my heart is no less than someone who walks on four wheels. I was once in New York city with my grandma. She was still able to walk then but since it's a holiday and requires a lot of travelling, we brought along her wheelchair. And handicaps are given high priority in the western countries. Public ammenities are mould to provide well for their need. Even the bus has steps that could convert into a mini-forklift to enable a wheelchair into the bus. The bus driver wasn't as impatient as those in Malaysia who practically hurries you off and on. I remember very well what Yuki told me when we first met. "You give me the creeps" He might have long forgotten those words he spoke which were merely a blabber to him. But to me, it will forever remain in my heart. Funny thing, the more you go through in life, the better your memory gets. I enjoy spending time with my nephew, Jack, who is only 2 years old. I can't wait to see him again next year. Jack loves to play with me and according to my aunt, he looks for me when I'm not around. Everytime I remember this, I cry. I've come to notice that many "blind" people dislike being seen around with me. To them, I am an insult, even one of my closest friend. But little kids like Jack, are different. They see me as a person and not a disabled. They come to me for joy and treat me like a friend. Children I have come across always keep me at heart. Even at the ice rink, little children come to me for company. They'd run to me and give me big warm hugs whenever they see me coming down the stairs. But then, what comes must go. I've seen them grow and eventually develope negative characters like all other kids. Sooner or later, they'll create a certain distance from me and I will be forgotten as a friend who once played with them. Dear, I wonder how's Sereena. I haven't been seing her in two years. She loves me the most. Her mom is especially fine with her daughter being with me, what a nice family. We used to walk around the whole shopping mall with our skates looking for things to buy. I'm someone who loves outdoor and enjoys going around. But then, I also feel very insecure in open spaces. Like the case of Canny Ong, people are afraid of mugglers, while I am afraid of stares. Everytime I encounter someone who does it, I feel like giving them a big slap and a piece of my mind. But I always remind myself to forgive them. I'm being so kind and treating others so nicely, but why doesn't that come back to me???

Saw Mr. Jo yesterday morning and set a date for the next MRI, which's on the 30th July. *sigh* MRI again...it freaks me out. GH has 2 MRI machines and they're brand new. But they give me the creeps cuz it's awfully big and chunky. The place looks very clinical, quite, cold and it just gives me the creeps. And hell, lying on that thing for a dreadful 1 hour without moving an inch sends chill up my spine! On top of that, I've to be warded for a night because the MRI is early in the morning and they don't want me to miss it. Elena and I played pool *again* yesterday, 4 games! But this time we tried it out at this new cafe downstairs which's more peaceful- without all the noises, less people- less distraction, darker- calming and the place plays new chinese love songs which makes you feel like sleeping. And they also have this big screen tv where you can watch movies like in the cinema.It's certainly nicer than upstairs cuz there, the place is more packed and stinks of cigarettes. Geee...I played pool thrice this week. First was with Elena on Monday, then with Swee Hong and Amy on Wednesday, and then yesterday. After the games, we had dinner at KFC and then watched Charlies Angels until pass 9. The movie was a great flick. They're really cool but if I was given a choice, I still prefer the life now than having myself on the run, getting killed any minute Yeah, Doey's a chicken. You can say that again. I prefer a smooth sailing life. Last night, I was a little frustrated with Alicia *again* over money matter. She is and wants to be a materialist but yet says that money is not a neccessity, a material instead. But to me, money just enough to provide the neccessary need is a neccassity and anything more is a material. And sometimes, it doesn't take a materialist to have materials. Alicia says that food and shelter are neccassities but not money because God gave her food and money. But hello!! God don't just grant you food in front of your face for no apparent reason. That'd be magic! You've gotta use money to obtain food and build a shelter. Money is used to fulfill one's basic neccassities. Then she went on about the Barter system that doesn't require money and she even accidentally said that people back then eat only butter. HAHA! Okay, look, Alicia, you're talking about the system aren't you? So look at the system back then, you use an object to exchange for another just like now we use money to exchange for goods. You've learnt maths, haven't you? The only thing different now is that we no longer use objects but paper money. So what I'm trying to say is, people back then didn't need money because it wasn't even on existance!! But they invented money anyhow. I really don't understand Alicia sometimes. Why is it that she's always going against the norm and trying to prove herself right even when she knows it's wrong. Like what William Blake wrote in the "The Schoolboy", "How can a bird that is born for joy, sit in a cage and sing". So you know what Alicia said a bird can sing even being caged up. She definitely know what that verse means, very well indeed. But then again, everyone have their own perspective so I can't totally say she's wrong too. Just weird. But for a young boy, he does need to find joy outdoors but for a grown up like us, we're supposed to be trained to obtain merry, satisfaction and fulfilment within ourselves. Alicia is never satisfied with anything.

Elena seemed to have transformed into a pool addict. Glad that I am not one, not as much as how I used to love Figure Skating. But I can do that no more until the nerves on my right leg fully recovers. Even then, I must prohibit myself from performing stuns like a lay-back spin and the arebasque so to avoid hurting my spine. After school today. I went and bought a pair of dumbells which weighs 2kg each. Yeah that's light, I know. Lifting it was not a problem but after repeating the exercise for 12 times, the upper parts of my spine seem to ache. This, I must consult Mr. Jo tomorrow. Perhaps, I should just seek the NNFF UBB's attention. Since they've first time experiences and I don't think Mr. Jo have seen much NF patients since NF2, or NF itself is very rare in Malaysia. In U.S statistics, NF2 occurs in every 40,000 births. Imagine that! At the start, I mentioned about Elena the pool addict. That is because she didn't seem too pleased when I turned her down on the phone. Sorrylah, I was not feeling quite well thanks to the discipline teacher's longwinded speeches at the beginning of the prefects installation. These Subang Jaya kids have a certain flair for perfumes which let me down with a flu. But I sat through the installation until the end though, and was certainly entertained with their hilarious sketches. I don't understand why, but these people here always seem overwhelmed when an indian dance is performed. Especially when they're guys. Some ex-students attended today's function too. Among them were our ex-head prefect, Cassie Har, Cynthia Cheam, Kenneth Khaw, Sattiya and brother Nathan, Vishnu and Kanesh. All of these are whom I know but they don't know me except for Kenneth and Sattiya, those big jokers~!

It's nice when u track your website and know who visited. I've got visitors from countries like Japan, Netherlands, Finland, UK, Singapore, and even The Phillipines! Over 5 continents... I received a postcard from Owen in Sabah today. It's a picture of University Malaysia Sabah from the top. Very beautiful! He wrote nothing much but bragged about how great his univ. is. For instance, it is 999 hectres wide, faces the sea and behind of it is Mt. Kinabalu etcetera... didn't even ask about me. *sigh* Look how #%$@@% can man be. Ah but at least, it's great to know that someone far far away remembers and is thinking of me. It's been 23 days since he left. Hmmm...must definitely drag him out of the house when he returns during the Merdeka holidays. That Couch Potatoe! But no surprise because he's the youngest and his mom does everything for him at home. But he told me that he has to handwash his own clothes now as the washing machines at his hostel are limited. But then again, you can't exactly believe in what a guy says. When I saw him online the other day, I asked him if there were pretty gals over there in Sabah and he said got but he's uninterested then Swee told me that Owen said to him, "....and here got a lot of leng lui lah!" There you see, one good example. Today, Elena and I went to play pool at Summit, Pool, a game Owen and I used to play together. Now Elena the substitute. So we played and played until these three guys joined us. They were Elena's juniors. One is tall and dark who looks like Nicholas Loke, then one is plum and fair who looks like Bing Chien and waddya know, the other is a little shorter, thin and geeky exactly like Tremayne. No Offence Tremayne!! LOL! For dinner, we ate at this Thai restaurant and Owen was wrong when he told me that the food there ain't tasty. Haih, this Owen is SOOOO cerewet(picky) especially in cleanliness and comfort. Ok he doesn't read my blog does he? He's gonna have my neck if he sees this.

"Try to remember, the kind of September" -The Fantasticks(musical) Watched "City Of Glass" on TV this evening and it's SOOOOOOO touching. It's a love story between a guy named....er...something(Leon Lai) I forgot and a girl, Vivian(Shu Qi). They lived during the time where World War II took place. They were studying together at a University in England but the guy needed to further his studies in Paris.Times were bad and they struggled hard to keep in contact. But they lost contact anyhow and built their own families seperately. Until about 10-20 years later they found each other again in Hong Kong. And Leon is married to a lady and has a son named David and Shu Qi's daughter named...I forgot this one too. So Leon Lai and Shu Qi now maintains an undercover affair but it's really difficult to keep things beyond the light. Until one day when they met a fatal car crash while rushing for the New Year's celebration. Their son and daughters met each other while in London to collect their parent's remains and eventually developed another new relationship. *sob* What a sad sad story. They never had the chance to stay as a couple but they died together *sob* sooooooo touching.......

When they transfered me over from the ICU to the CW-R(don't ask me what) the nurse placed this tube thingie supposedly to supply me oxygen. But it was just that and I spent half the time figuring out the missing point. Until yesterday when I saw the nurse at UH placed the same tube onto my father at the a/e, only I knew how that thing really works. At the bottom of it, connects another bigger tube to the oxygen tank. Goodness gracious, if I seriously needed oxygen aid, I'd be dead by now! Here's the thing. My dad's most probably hibernating at the hospital now. He's got fluid in his heart and lungs due to a weakening heart. So they're helping him drain everything out at the Coronary Care Unit. Dear, I wish he's fine. Yesterday, his blood pressure went up to 250 celcius! So the nurse did not allow my dad to walk around, afraid that he might faint and lead to a stroke. And so far, second time strokes are mostly reported fatal or far more serious, and you know how stubborn elder people can be. We had a hard time persuading him to stay put. Today's my school's Open Day where parents see teachers regarding their children's academic affairs. I don't have to go because I did not sit for any exams and I bet En. Saufharddy has got nothing to say to my mom. Before this, Pn. Khoo was supposed to be my class teacher and we were really excited about it but then....haih. I wonder how is Pn. Salimah doing in her new school. Monday and Wednesday is a holiday for us, Thursday's the prefect installation day and Friday, I've an appointment with the surgeon. What a week!

Today was fun, though nothing special happened. Guess what, After last year's f5 nerds left school, I thought it was finally the end of nerdism until today when I noticed that 5 Nekad, the class next to mine, are packed with NERDS! I went into their class before school and overheard their nerdy conversations about COMPUTERS and CHESS. *faint* goodness... When's Easter anyway, today? They had some Easter Celebration in the hall and they asked me to join them after school but I was reluctant, needed rest more than anything. Because it's REALLY tiring for the mind, to be behind the hall, watching this bunch of prefects rehersing a sketch for the Prefect's Installation. Guess what? Jian Lun is ROBIN HOOD and Alicia's Marianne or Marion or...whatever... it's really funny. Youve gotta watch it for yourself to feel the fun. You see...soething bad happened today. Well, I wouldn't say it's very bad but.....ok look it was raining this evening and I was enjoying to the music that the radio played when I forgot to save the little kitties, who were soaking under the rain!! Poor little kitties they were only 1 week old. Their eyes and ears were still shut and have yet to hear and see this world. And to my careless, the four little kitties had to go through torture. Me and my blardy bad memory. But my mom was back soon and she saved them. She wrapped them up in a towel and brought them to me. I cuddle them until the rain stopped then we returned them to their mummy.

Today, I went to the hairdresser! Shaved a bit cause growing rate of hairs near my neck is faster so i need to give it a little trim to look nice. Very cooling...it'd be nice to be a guy. Then can keep short hair and even army cut like what I have now. Next time I go out, should spike them too so I turn into a punk. "SHE is a punk, HE did Ballet..." Heh Heh Heh!

Completed the essay in approx. 700 words. Hope it's good enough. Sent the application this afternoon, costed me RM2.90 for postage. But nvmlah they're reliable ppl unlike the Australian's. Now I'm half done, was eager to go at first, but now, something seem to be holding me back from leaving Malaysia...... something deep in me is saying that I'm missing something. Hmmm....something? or someone? or some place? *sigh* stupid feeling....so troublesome

I was about to leave home to the post office when it strucked me that I have a magazine somewhere which contains an article about Admission Essays. So tirelessly, I stormed the whole storeroom until I found it among some other liftlets which I've collected at the annual Edufair last year. The very useful guide showed that the previous Admission Essay that I've written sux big time. So I cancelled my trip to the post office and decided to write another essay. Maybe I should portray my life to a journey climbling up a mountain. But going up a mountain is no easy job. And I've never really climbed up one yet. The last time I travelled up a tea plantation, I was only half way up and the rest were already climbing down! Maybe I could tell the tale of how NF and my major surgeries changed my life's perspective. However, I doubt the admission officer would be comfortable with it. The application form did not ask for medical history anyway. :-D Alicia's mom once asked her, "About Yvonne's facial weakness. does her boyfriend mind?" If my boyfriend minds, I wouldn't even like him in the first place. Besides, I DO NOT have a boyfriend. I wish the admission officer would be as kind as how I want my boyfriend to be. Because blabbering about NF and life would be really fascinatingg, and would definitely go to the extend of 500 words. Pn. Khoo have taught us well how to elaborate on essays. I could even quote some verse from "The Man from Kabul". AH! or maybe I should write a review on the book, "Bachelor of Arts'". Focusing on Chandran's journey onto becoming a Sanyasi and self-realisation after failing to pursue Malathi, due to some traditional old beliefs of horoscopes and starsigns. But that would be a little too emotional eh. Hmmmm....... So guys, please comment on this. HELP ME MAKE UP MY MIND!!

YO DUUUUUUUDE! Watched Finding Nemo today at Summit THX. The movie was a good laugh. I especially adore the turtles that Nemo met. Elena joked that Florence is exactly like Dory the fish that suffers from short-term memory loss. Ah...nice... how a single father's love for his son is shown. We played pool after the movie and this time I WON!!!!!!!!!!!! Muahaha!! Grace and I teamed up and defeated Elena and Florence. But then, I did not manage to hit the black ball in before Elena finishes the remaining. But nvm, it's just a game. Normally Elena and I alone will take only 25 minutes for a game, but with the two sisters, it's extended to almost an hour!! And with Swee Hong.....a total waste of money. Heh Heh Heh!! But one thing about pool, we're always the only girls around everywhere we go. They wanna go Cafe 7 to play again tomorrow night and I'm doubting about it. Cause it costs RM12 an hour!! Unless there's more people and everyone plays well, then it's okay but otherwise........ NAY! Pn. Cheam and Pn. Khoo are SOOOOO sweet they referred me in my univ. application. And guess what I discovered, Pn. Neoh the accounts teacher suffers from the same sickness as I do but hers is NF type 1 which is less severe because hers is a mutated gene on chromosome 17 which causes benign growths on "peripheral" nerves while mine are on "auditory" nerves. But even for NF1 itself, her case is pretty mild, I won't know by just looking at her like that. And most NF1 patient I know, are born with Learning Dissability and motor delay. Pn. Neoh teaches ACCOUNTS!! And drats...something is wrong with my ADSL connection. Currently on TMNet. Maybe should try DIGI Broadband instead. Ah what da heck, broadband ain't essential to me. I subscribed to TMStreamyx because they offered me a free modem. In my area, 56k is good! And sides, RM88 is waaaaaaaaay below my usual bill amount. he he he!! After school tomorrow, we're gonna stay back to celebrate Pn. Salimah's transfer. We're sure gonna miss her. Elena and I bought this brudge for her. Pn. Vasanti will also be leaving soon. *sigh* Something funny happened today. When Literature class ended, Pn. Khoo was very quick in the pace so I hurridly "chase" after her for the reference thingie. And since my pinafore is a bit loose, it got stuck at the window pane, it pulled me back and I knock my head on the window. At the same time, En. Saufharddy, my science teacher was entering and he went, "GASP!!!" so as Pn. Khoo. Haha! So funny but it didn't really hurt cuz the parts near my wound still feels very numb. Nowadays, I seem like a crystal ball. Don't touch me, I'll break!

I knew it...I knew it..... A sleepness night before after viewing David's photo album. And by time I DO get some sleep, I did not manage to wake up in time for school. *sigh* For now, I'm insanely peeeeeeeeeeeeeved with that aunt of mine in Conneticut. She have just meanly brainwashed my mom over the phone that psychology(my desired course of study) is not a good course to take up. Why? Because the job prospect is not good, low income, causes a hell sum to study, needs a PhD to succeed blah...blah...blah...!! CRAP~!! GAWD is MONEY all she can think of? I tell you she's a spinster, works as a nurse, is extremely successful in her career and moneywise. BUT SO WHAT!? she's one big loner who lives all her life with cats under the roof. Sorry lah I'm being mean but you don't have to pour cold water onto me like that. Worse of all, she told my mom that nursing is in demand. WTF NURSING! She must be CRAZY!~! I really can't imagine myself doing something that I don't like and enjoy all my life. I'll go berserk! Ah what the heck like she has any control over me....

First day of school went well. As usual, I sat in class during assembly. I discovered that they drew white lines to guide students so they sit in straight lines on the floor, like those of parking spaces. So funny and ugly! I honestly think the school's overloading soon. Anbd heard they're gonna demolish the scout's house and build somehing there. We didn't go play during P. E. but stayed in class instead. So we took the opportunity to catch up with each other. Kenrick said this hairstyle looks great and I should keep it. Honestly, Li Ann and I went out the other day and someone mistaken me for her brother!! But this hairstyle is quite practical tho'. This Malaysia climate is killing me, I can fry an egg on my head! Worse of all, we share our land with muslims so we must adhere to some simple rules like wearing that thick pinafore which may not be any shorter than knee length plus the baju kurung and we have to put on a camisole under it when it's already friggin' HOT!! Goodness but other than that, school's fine. Teachers came to ask but friends just said "hie" and "areyou coming for choir today?" hehe..I didn't. Chose to come home early to sleep but I really miss Ms. Susanna's classes. I personally like the warm up session. Frankly speaking, I'm already a little upsetr with the "unproductivity" of Rajan and MIA Peh Hua. Before this, I was thinking that my return to school will probably get them moving. But LO AND BEHOLD Pn. Kasma was so nice she helped me solve my dillema. Now those kids are freakin' scared they're hurrying to get things done before the next co-curricular meeting. Just pray I do not get involved and put into the blame... heheh!!! And how can some people ask notorious questions like, "u're bald! u went for chemotherapy izzit?" *faint* Chemo are drugs injected into a patient to kill fast spreading, cancerous cells and I DO NOT have cancer!! And how do you guys expect the doctor to drill my skull with all my hair at present? so dumb.....! ah! and....Happy Birthday Fenix

Tomorrow's a big day. Cuz it's da first day of the second semester of my schooling term. *CHEH* And I'll be attending school AGAIN! *The Yvonne Returns* yay! Miss my friends and teachers. But I really don't like the long hours sitting on da chair. BUTT PAIN !! Gawd I hope the prefects don't accuse me of spiking my hair. They're only 1 inch long! Can't wait for them to fall over... I'm supposed to have an appoinment with the surgeon on Wednesday but when I phoned his clerk today, I discovered that I'm only seing the m/o(a normal neurologist) so I booked another date, which is on the 27th Juine. Hee hee! Hope my radiation therapy can be done soon. I'm doing the SRS, or was it the SRS? It's a one dose radiation that seizes blood from flowing to the remaining of my tumor and eventually "starves" it to death. And according to the surgeon, it starts shrinking after 6 months. They didn't remove the tumor entirely. It grew from the hearing nerve and they can't just cut off the entire nerve, I'll mince them alive!

aw gee YAWA remembers me and included me in their Global 500 E-Book of Acknowledgement. Also are current XFresh crews like Jayaram and Athira Tiara working closely with Elena. They've gone so far.... :-D

Aw Gee YAWA remembers me and included me in their Global 500 E-Book of Acknowledgement. Also Athira Tiara and Jayaram who are now in XFresh with Elena. Haha! And also G500 Japan Network and the UNITED NATIONS!

I had a very fun birthday yesterday. Never have I had a nicer birthday in years. In the afternoon, I went shopping at MidValley and bought myself a new wallet from Milk Teddy plus a bracelet. But first, I had sushi for lunch. Later at night, Alicia, Elena, Florence, Li Ann and I had dinner at Cafe 7. Li Ann also brought a very VERY big surprise for me. Guess what? She brought Jo Kim! A very good surprise indeed. I haven't seen Jo Kim for a very long time and she changed to be someone less nerdy. Hee Hee!! She bought me this nice teddy bear thing that rotates and plays a music. What are those things called? And guess what, Carmen's mom bought me a wallet, also from Milk Teddy(shouldn't have bought the earlier one) and Florence gave me a bracelet(this one too). There were other gifts too, they arrived anyhow regardless of the fact that I did tell them not to spend a penny. But I like them anyway. We stayed and played a few games of snooker until 12:30am when Li Ann fetched me and Jo Kim home. The snooker game was FUN! Haven't played it for a long time. Used to play with Owen but he's here no more. :-( It's a sad thing I cannot celebrate this year's birthday with him. This year's birthday is indeed very special to me. Not only am I celebrating my 17th birthday but also the success of my two major operations. In the very few people whom I've invited, those who didn't make it was Owen, David and Ee Von. *sigh* but it's okay. They've their own life too. I hope I can still celebrate next year's birthday with the same bunch of people. It'd be the last time then. Oh btw, I went to my aunt's place just now cuz she and her family's leaving home tomorrow morning. And she told me that there are many part-time jobs available in the area that she lives in cuz it's a tourist centre. And the pay is at 10 pounds an hour. WoooOt! That's a lot of money! So we bid the last goodbye by saying, "see you next year!" Anyway, I should've made a wishlist for my birthday so those friends' of mine didn't have to get me things like....a soft toy? I used to have one on my blog but I took it down after that cause within no time I could afford everything myself. But now, I seem to have new demands so I'm gonna put up a new one. And if you're intending to get me a prezzie for maybe...christmas or even my next birthday, you might wanna start saving bucks from now. Since most of Doey's demands are always of pricey stuffs.

Here goes a nice lilttle msg from Michael. ---------------------------------------------------------------- This post reminded me of the one below under "Coping with NF", entitled, "In the eyes of those who.." Obviously, we all know what it's like perhaps, some more than others. But for me, to answer Buck's question, "How do you make it through?" Friends!! It takes my forever friend here on earth to remind again and again with the words of a poem she penned about her life that first and foremost, "God is my friend" That is my greatest comfort in my daily struggles with the disabling effects of NF that I personally deal with. And although I have NF but it will never have me, it does 'have' many other people who don't have it, in what they do or say or think or feel about something they know very little about. It is rare to find someone who accepts everyone unconditionally as they are and sees the best/ the good in each of us and doesn't zero in on something they perceive as negative. But this world is visually stimulated like never before. There may not even be a person capable of not discriminating in some way whether they realize it or not but what a gem to find and a goal to strive towards! My family/friends here and elsewhere on both coasts help me make it through difficult times that are often unfair and frustrating. But friends, true friends will not only not be afraid to be seen with you, remain with you, put their around you and tell anyone who asks all the good things about you that they know but most can't or won't see. God bless you for starting this topic with the goal of helping others through sharing our strengths and weaknesses, too, --------------------------------------------------------------------- Although I hate NF but I really love the NF family. They're all so caring n helpful. A few nights ago, I cried myself to sleep. Why? Cuz I once again reflected on the hard times I've been going through all this while. I thought I was taugh enough to handle everything. With my mom's support and my best friends, things would be easy but I was wrong. When I went out, I get starry eyes all the time. However, I do not blame them because they're simply curious. But I always get the idea that many people do not like befriending me. It's difficult for me to make new friends, especially on first look. Barely anyone sees me from the inside. I know Alicia does, but I have the feeling that sometimes, she minds being seen around with me, Elena doesn't mind but she hardly have any time for me. Li Ann's very nice but we're totally opposites and we don't constantly hang out together. But quite oftenly, she'd come over to my place, she'd even skip lectures to visit me and sometimes introduce new friends to me, she doesn't mind being seen with me but then again, we're in two different worlds. I really don't have much friends, and those who really are, they give me their heart and I giove them mine, so we're very close. David once asked me why do I care for Alicia so much. I did not tell him. But the reason is because Alicia sees me from the inside. Maybe it doesn't seem like a good answer, but foir a girl like me, people who look at the by heart aren't many and those who does, I treasure them very much.

WoOooOT mua had a really fun time around. Went to cousin's place on Monday, Alicia's place on Tuesday and will be gathering wth friiends at Cafe 7 tomorrow. Yeay FUN!! It's a very long time since we (me, alicia and elena) had come together. I'm sick and Elena's really busy with Xfresh. Like today itself, she's meeting up with Natural. Come to think of it, I do not have much close friends. I've only Elena, Alicia, Kenrick, Florence, Li Ann, Ee Von, David, Owen and....THAT'S ALL! Ah! I've this super weird dream last night. I received a parcel from Yuki. It contains university prospectuses. A couple are universities from China and one from NUS? Haha! See, it's so weird. I once did consider going to NUS, but then if I go to S'pore might as well go Aussieland, then if I go Aussieland, then why not just England? My family is spreaded over 4 continents. Asia, Australia, UK and Europe. Haha! So where I wanna go? BATH! BATH! I wanna go BATH! n watch Shakespear in action...:-Þ